My first Guest Interview… with JAKE

Your Magnificent Self... A Journey to Freedom By Barbara Franken... DivineHuman Master Creator

Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom
By Barbara Franken… DivineHuman Master Creator

Excitement is certainly in the air now with the launch and publication of my first book and online and local Master Creator Class… Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom... coming later this year. My Elemental friends, aspects of myself, who I perceived along my journey and received messages of truth are lined up as I speak and are eager to be interviewed.

So without further delay IAM going to share with you my first Guest Interview.

Jake is his name, he is small brownish/red squirrel with black strips. He carries 3 red balls  with him that he plays with when sitting quietly and not flying through different dimensions with his majestic red wings.

Barbara…
Welcome to this safe and sacred space here on my blog MeMyMagnfiicentSelf Jake. It’s been quite a while since we last talked. How are you?

Jake…
IAM so well and wonderfully occupied with my wise friend Axiel. We continue to spend a bit of time flying through the infinite dimensions, attracting your splintered parts back home, but most of the time we have fun throwing my red balls around and meeting all your new friends.

Barbara…
You know my new friends?

Jake…
Of course, silly… Me and You are one, IAM part of you and you are part of me.

Barbara…
Yes, I remember, it just feels like we are separated when I see you here by my side. Anyway Jake what first brought you to show up in my life?

Jake…
I watched you for quite a long while you were having fun with Magdalena and Jeremy when you first moved out to Spain and then Magdalena gave birth to Cordelia and Adamus from the Crimson Circle suggested to all Shambra they play with a totem animal. That was my queue to come in. You were alone one morning spending quiet sacred time on an inner journey, consciously breathing, feeling and expanding.

Barbara…
Yes I remember like it was yesterday. Suddenly you were there in my awareness, flying with me through the darkness and when I had finished my journey and fully focusing on my physical body and the present moment with my eyes open… you were sitting there, right next to me.

Jake…
So Barbara my dear, you are getting on so well now… a few minor physical hiccups but you know that is all part of your continued integration of your crystalline light body and mind, coming into your physical body, mind and reality. Your conscious breath indeed helps you move stale energy and brings you to a place of peace… but maybe you can spend a little more time, embracing the parts of you that you don’t like. Everything needs to be loved and accepted. It is what it is and you know everything will indeed pass.

Barbara…
Easier said than done… as I know it’s also part of my caring about what others think of my appearance… IAM still very much Human and do get caught up in being perfect. Maybe there is some splintered part of me far away that was cast out for not being the perfect specimen.

Jake…
Spend some of your Me-Time breathing into this, you never know what might happen. So before I go my dear, can you remember my most important message of truth I gave you?

Barbara…
I remember feeling into myself on our expanded journeys and understanding that IAM so much more than my history and my physical perception of me and my life… IAM all of my potential… an unimaginable reservoir of abundant potential.

Jake…
Yes and this understanding, allows you to accept all of Self, all the broken and imperfect parts too and invite them back home to be embraced. This releases them from their turmoil and service and frees them to transform into what ever you choose to experience next. So be clear Dear Barbara about what you want to experience.

Barbara…
Jake… Thank you so much for being here. IAM not at all sure who was the guest here, but it is always an honour to be with you. To be YOU. Until we meet again.

Well that was quite wonderful. Jake and all my elementals never cease to amaze me. I hope you enjoyed reading this interview with Jake and brings you into our excitement about reading more of my magnificent and magical journey.

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Inspiring New Energy Consciousness. 

Truly Forgiving Self…

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A big thank you to all my divine sisters and brothers here on wordpress, who never stop inspiring me to expand my consciousness through their presence.  The other day whilst I was catching up on my reading I came across inspiring posts on forgiveness… which in turn inspired me to want to talk about my own experience with the word forgiveness.

Thankyou Leigh for including me in your 2 week Round of Forgiveness… to read Leigh’s and the other posts on forgiveness please visit http://bluegrassnotes.wordpress.com

From a young age I knew that some things that happened to me and others weren’t quite right and definitely didn’t feel good, but I moved on none the less… living my life the best I could.  During my late 20’s and early 30’s I spent one day a week for 5 years in a class of ‘Self Discovery’ with a great dutch teacher.  He helped me melt away my numbness that hung around me and discover a most passionate and sensual being that had always been within me.

I spent time looking energetically at my ancestral family, the good and bad points carried down and the actions of abuse and disease that still continue to prevail in my family.  My family seemed to either copy another or do the opposite. Either way patterns grew stronger down the line.  It seems everyone lived on autopilot which made abuse and disease of the body, mind and spirit seem quite natural. I realised that it wasn’t just happening in my family but in all families.  We were all living the lives of our ancestors… great great grandma’s, great uncle’s, granddad’s, mother’s… This was a big ah ah moment for me and made me understand why I had grown up feeling numb like a robot.  I had shut my whole self down to be able to experience human life.  It wasn’t me, I had experienced my life based on the beliefs and conditioning of my ancestors.

I knew for sure that I didn’t want to carry on with these patterns.  I wanted to be in soul charge of my body, mind and spirit, to be self sufficient and create my life and my destiny as I so desired… even down to a couple of design points that I will sculpt into perfection when the time allows.

All I had to do was choose to step out of the ancestral drama and allow myself to be the sovereign and free being IAM.. even by faking it at times…

I began to appreciate the unique and magnificent person I and everyone truly was. I understood that all the teachings and experiences in life from my parents (early on) and myself later had been chosen in order to experience the act of human love and had made me who IAM today.  For better or worse, the wisdom of my roles and lives had all been distilled and are the essence of me today.  The nitty gritty details of my past life are now unimportant and I have wiped them clean, allowing me to detach and move on living a most sensual and passionate life in freedom.

Throughout my life I’ve had a weariness about the church, religion and the word FORGIVENESS and it wasn’t until I had read a religious book on forgiveness and read the thesaurus synonyms and antonyms that I understood why it had made me so weary…

Synonyms of forgiveness
… Absolution, Amnesty, Clemancy, Compassion, Charity, Grace, Mercy, Remission, Reprieve, Vindication, Acquittal, Immunity… the words go on and on… mostly words the church uses but two words spoke to me… COMPASSION AND GRACE…

Antonyms of forgiveness… 
Cruelty, blame, meanness, accusation, censure, charge, punishment, sentence

The church, religion and the word forgiveness kept humankind (and especially me) playing the game of you are bad and i am good.  The human game of power and control that our ancestors began and we have continued to play in for far too long.  This had given me the feelings of being locked in, limited and very tired.

Had I truly understood the human game and understood that I could step out of it when I was ready?  Ready to forgive myself by being compassionate and graceful with myself.

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In every given moment we can choose to awaken from the human game of duality and be aware that there is so much more to life and ourself… aware that the universe and humankind are multi-dimentional… aware that we are naturally magnificent, unique and self sufficient… aware that we have feelings, desires and finally… aware that there is no need to be better or worse than another and just allow ourself to be compassionate and graceful with ourself and everyone.

Recently Adamas, from the crimson circle shared with Shambra his observations on FORGIVENESS which truly resonated with me… I heard his words at the most perfect moment and it rounded off my own feelings about truly forgiving self wonderfully.   In order to be truly free, it is important to forgive yourself, but not in the old way of saying you’re sorry, making yourself suffer or carrying the baggage of karma around and staying in the human game.  Forgiveness is saying that wasn’t me, that was an old programmed and hypnotised me experiencing human expression.  IAM the IAM presence. Me, my magnificent self, that is responsible, compassionate and honours myself and everyone else.

Adamus spoke of the four S’s… to help forgive/have compassion for our true self…

To forgive myself for my separation… I believed I was lost and alone, but I know now I only chose another path for a while and have now found my whole self.

To forgive myself for my sin… destiny… karma… I believed I was a sinner and I believed in destiny and karma, but I know now it is not true. I know now that bad things feel bad and therefore I don’t do bad things anymore.

To forgive myself for my selfishness… I believed others when they told me it was bad to be selfish and to only focus on myself. But I now take bad out of selfish and allow it to be joyous… I know now that it is good to be self focused, loving, abundant and self sufficient. I allow myself to be a new standard to be truly myself, radiating my IAM presence, allowing my light to shine without the overlays of the good and the bad. To be self-full, self aware and release all the old and bad energy.

To forgive myself for being stupid… I married the wrong man, said the wrong thing, shouldn’t of done that… stupid stupid stupid… but that was just how I chose to experience myself, it was all part of my human expression not my IAM presence. It’s not about being smart, earning merits from others or perfecting the human being. I know the human could never figure it all out and all the teachings, especially spiritual teachings about becoming better, wiser… are all nonsense.  As the IAM presence I can appoint myself as enlightened master and release all my stupidity. And so it is.

Barbara Franken… Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…

Ormus... New Elemental Being showing the potential of a DivineHumanBeing...

Ormus…
New Elemental Being showing the potential of a DivineHumanBeing…

I’ve just been reading my friends posts and really want to share with you all a new book my friend Michael has just published that I know is a wonderful and inspirational read… Barbara x

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What do we really want?

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One big question that we all share at some point in our life is ‘what do we really want?’ and I’m sure you’ll agree that we want security, love, health, abundance, money, more sleep, joy and happiness… but this leads to another question, ‘who’s going to give us this?’  and I’m sure that we all realise by now that no one can give us anything… unless we are willing to conform to their ideas and ways… So it just leaves our self!  ‘but how do we give our self these things?’  The human mind certainly hasn’t managed to come up with an answer yet… Continue reading