IAM having the most beautiful love affair… with myself

images-11For generations now we have played with and carried down the beliefs and patterns of our ancestral biology… living the best and the worse of times… we have become ill, died young, grown old and afraid with nothing but weary and painful bodies and minds to show for our self and our life…

But… what if…  YOU discovered YOU were all powerful and could change all this… by having a most wonderful love affair with yourself…

Do I sense your heart and soul stirring. Can I hear your mind wondering if there really is a way for the body and mind to be vibrant, healthy and rejuvenated… and only choose to die when you feel you have experienced enough.

This is actually happening quite naturally now… Earth and all her inhabitants are taking on a new crystalline biology… We are integrating with our true divine self… our light body and mind are melding together with our human physical body and mind… Humankind is taking a quantum leap into a pure crystalline vibration.

An ‘Earth Vortex Art Mandala’ by Barbara Franken, Mazarron Country Club…
I collected the rocks during the past 7 years… for the last 4 years they have been turning crystalline in form… showing us what is indeed happening at a molecule level…

When we remain unaware, unconscious of this magnificent happening, we will not only miss out on the best celebration party ever, but our physical body that is releasing old ancestral patterns and beliefs will feel even more tired, old and painful, and our mind if not already depressed will retire into oblivion… and find ourself departing this physical reality in a painful way… (We have to understand that this is purely because we have focused all our attention on our suffering and pain that has only magnified our being).

So if you find your heart resonating will these words and would like to be part of this grand happening… that has never been done before… with no rules and guidelines… no spirits, ascended masters, teachers or gurus to tell you how, when and where…

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I ask you now to take some deep and conscious breaths, to the depth of your being… allowing the conscious breath to take you out of your mind… your thoughts, your memories and what you have to do next…

A deep breath in, pushing your tummy out as you receive your life force energy inside your physical body and mind and a noisy exhale as you release everything that no longer serves you…

Deep breaths in and out, as you allow yourself to receive so much love… are you willing to receive… receive the love that is all around you and deep within you… breathing it all in, filling you completely… allowing your body to become a flowing river of pure love…

Feeling the energy vibrate within you, as you imagine your divine light self merging with your physical self… Feel the grand love affair, the intertwining of the divine and human energies and through this union you release all that ever was, all that you ever were and give birth to a new light biology… A body that rejuvenates, vibrates health, wisdom and is self sustained…

Breathing in and out… deeper and deeper into the core of you… receiving… receiving… feeling yourself melting deeper into your body… the sweet body that you created as the home of soul… the miracle of you… the love affair… of the soul and the human… the true light body and mind absorbing the physical miracle of you… YES… All you have to do is breathe… allow yourself to receive so much love and joy…

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The pressure is on, the body is feeling the tremendous energies that are coming into the Earth and humankind now, excruciating pains and emotions that make you want to shut down and stop breathing… but its important to breathe and drink deeply from this beautiful energy…

Allow yourself to feel it and know that it is here to serve you… Energy itself has no agenda, no mind or direction… With the conscious breath and no fear, allow the energy to serve you. Allow your life force energy to serve what you choose for yourself now… (Be clear and stand in your authority as to what you desire in your life) and a funny thing will happen… you’ll notice that breathing in without any fear, control or restriction… won’t hurt anymore… it’s no longer painful… your thoughts and emotions don’t become more complex… your physical body doesn’t hurt…

When you stay in fear, in control, in resistance and hold back… the energies can only hurt your physical, mental and emotional body… because again that is what your human mind is paying attention to…

Allow yourself to trust and open up to something new… having no fear, no control… just the conscious breath of allowing something different, something great to come about…

When you practice the conscious breath, going beyond your mind, you will begin to feel and connect with your divine self that has always been there, waiting for your attention… Allow your divine self to be your guide, where all the answers to your questions are answered and will prompt you as to just how and when to take the next step… but in the meanwhile… feel the love, be joyful in each new day and embrace all of yourself…

Barbara Franken…  Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…

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Ormus… Showing me how we must breathe in the new energies now…

P.S. We are here in Benalmadena… it is truly great… we feel right at home and slowly settling in, finding everything a new place (so many things collected over the years)… but no tv or internet yet… so please bare with me as IAM not reading or posting much… I will return though… and in the meantime IAM breathing the conscious breath, IAM painting… IAM golfing… IAM dancing and singing in joy… IAM finishing my book… and AM with you all in spirit…

This post was written after I have been very busy packing, moving, unpacking and my body started hurting bad again… I had forgotten my conscious breath… and after reading Adamus’s channel last Saturday I was inspired to write this post. (www.crimsoncircle.com) Adamus mentioned the cardinal grand cross, the astrological event happening between April 22 – May 10 2014 that is indeed influencing life on Earth… and my divine sister Linda wrote a lovely piece about it all this last April… http://lindalitebeing.wordpress.com/2014/04/14/these-are-the-best-and-worst-of-times-april-2014-cardinal-grand-cross/   So please take good care of yourself and until next time I have internet… Barbara x

 

25 years of LOVE and CANCUN… Mexico… Here we are again…

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It felt as if Tom and I had stepped into a time warp… back to the early 90’s…

A wonderful breeze of hot mexican air… friendly smiling deep tanned ‘small folk’… palm trees swaying in a beautiful blue sky… stretches of ultra white glistening sand and turquoise seas… ocean waves lapping on the land, a heavenly feeling of Gaia’s gentle caress that touches the depth of your heart and soul that is connected to ALL… laughter and screams of joy from children and young adults as they jump the waves, splash in the pool and dance to the deep music vibrations in the local night clubs… lying on the beach soaking up the sun, drifting off to a place of enchantment and silence… resting the body and mind of the busyness of ‘normal’ life and allowing one’s spirit to come into the foreground and ignite inspiration and passion with a feeling of peace swaying in the background…

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“What was it that brought us here year after year for 25 years… to enjoy this small piece of the world”… Tom asked…

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This time warp that we had both slipped back into… so easily… connected us to the deep feeling, the joy and passion of life… that had, IAM SURE… spurred us on to settle in Mazarron Country Club 7 years ago… another unspoilt, tranquil and peaceful environment where we allowed ourself’s to connect deeply with ALL OF OURSELF… body, mind and spirit… we had learned to be at peace, to refuel, recharge and experience the nothingness in life… wherever we were…

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But today… 7 years later… following the yearning of our hearts… we are back for a well deserved ‘Time Out’ before we move to our new home in Benalmadena, Costa del Sol…  There are more tall buildings, more people, traffic, shops, restaurants and hotels… but nothing could cover up the peaceful hum, the natural colours and shapes of Gaia’s presence here… Long ago we had both connected with the natural vibration of LOVE that is here… that brought us to the core of ourself… and will always remain special to us… Over the last 25 years we’ve shared this paradise with our family and friends… We joined together and committed ourself’s to each other, for better and worse here on our beach… on our rock…

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Our Rock… We will respect and honour each other for eternity…

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Our old apartment… Carisa Y Palma…

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A quote that is engraved on a building here on the beach that we have always resonated with…  ‘Life is lost in dreaming… Dreaming is lost in Becoming…’  So let us live mindfully in each moment of our life and allow ourself to be our grandest heart and soul’s dream ever…

Barbara Franken… Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…

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IAM a Visionary… I have a grand dream…

images-71In each New Year I normally feel an uplifting of energies as the old busy energies of the old year subside and give way to the spacious, fresh and new energies of a New Year… but this year I feel only a slight lifting of energies… I feel more space but the pace continues to feel fast and urgent… like never before…

I feel the drive to be the visionary that IAM, trusting my grand dream, for myself and the Earth, to continue to come closer into my physical reality… here and now… close and vibrant for ALL to physically see…  ‘People loving and gentle with each other… Cooperating with each other, in both living and working conditions… Everyone creating and manifesting their hearts desire, instantaneously… Both unity and individual uniqueness is honoured… The whole world is at peace and new wonderful creations are coming into being… Everyone feels magical and feels fulfilled’…

I have set my priorities for 2014, my first book is nearing the end… my crystal circle here on the Earth, on Mazarron Country Club is near completion, our Peace Mural needs only the final touches… and most important of all… Tom and I have decided to venture out into the ‘more’ vibrant southern coast of Spain to create a new space for our ourselves… A new home in which to create, to paint, to write, to explore, to play golf and most of all to allow new potentials to take physical form…  So this Spring will see a completion of many things that I have enjoyed creating here in the quiet, in the depths of myself, these last 7 years…. It is time to move on to something new, some place to match our higher vibrancy.. I believe a  couple of butterflies are taking yet another flight… somewhere… over the rainbow…

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I’d like to say a special thank you to Butterfly Sue and Dreamwalker Sue for writing such inspiring posts that I just read today… they inspired me to write this post…

Our January Challenge is going strong… and I would like to say a big thank you to all my friends here on WordPress… we are hearing wonderful awakening stories each day… so please tune into them, enjoy the uniqueness of our awakening friends and maybe take this opportunity to expand our wordpress network…

Here is the latest schedule for the January Awakening Challenge… if anyone would like to join I will go into february for a few days to reach my magical number 33… Please let me know…

1st     Barbara  – https://memymagnificentself.wordpress.com
2nd    Paddy    – http://paddypicasso.wordpress.com
3rd     Emanuel- http://emantable.com/musings-of-a-table/
6th     Julianne – http://juliannevictoria.com
7th     Sarah     – http://theskycladwriter.wordpress.com
8th     Shree     – http://heartsongsblog.wordpress.com
9th     Dace      – http://mywaytotruth.wordpress.com
10th   Korinn    – http://www.korinn.com
11th   Sindy     – http://bluebutterfliesandme.wordpress.com
12th   Stefanie – http://dancingwithstefanie.com
13th   Mick      – http://meticulousmick.wordpress.com
14th   Joss      – Postphoned
15th   Megan   – http://mychroniclifejourney.wordpress.com
16th   Pat         – http://patinspire.org
17th   Marga    – http://lifeasimprov.com
18th   Kimberley – http://kimberlyharding.wordpress.com
19th
20th   Serena      – not available at the moment
21st   Heather     – http://wildflowerwomen.wordpress.com
22nd
23rd    Sue          – http://suedreamwalker.wordpress.com
24th    M…          – http://seeingm.wordpress.com
25th    Brian G    – http://middlepane.com
26th    Dotta       – http://dottaraphels.wordpress.com
27th    CW          – http://sunflowerrosecw.wordpress.com
28th    Laurie       – http://lauriesnotes.wordpress.com
29th    Debra       – http://ptero9.com
30th    Linda        – http://lindalitebeing.wordpress.com
31st    Michael     – http://navigator1965.wordpress.com
February
1st      Leigh        – http://bluegrassnotes.wordpress.com
2nd     Shaman   – http://shamanictracking.com
3rd     Joss         – http://ccwow.wordpress.com
4th     Jenna       – http://jennadee222.wordpress.com
5th     Shelley     – http://livingwithshadows.wordpress.com
6th     Elisabeth  – http://almostspring.com
7th     Michael    – http://embracingforever.com
8th     Lehua       – http://amusingspirit.wordpress.com
9th     Aleya        – http://alohaleya.wordpress.com

To close this post I would like to share with you some beautiful words on KNOWINGNESS that I have distilled from an Adamas Channel from the Crimson Circle

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Accepting your own knowingness…
Take a deep breath… relax into yourself… Breathe nice and calmly…  Why have you pretended up until now not to know?  Go NOW into your knowingness… and breath into it…  You know it’s not found in any one place in your body, or in the body of anyone else… How could anyone else tell you what only you can know for yourself…

Long ago you planted your knowingness within the human form coming to the Earth… until the time was right for you to retrieve it…  The mind will tell you where it is and the heart will say it’s here…  NOW is the time to receive it from your self… It can’t be figured out, measured, dissected or destroyed… It’s innate and has always been there…

Breathe into your knowingness without thinking about it…  Blow the layers of dust and debris away, allow your body consciousness to receive it… Allow your knowingness to expand to all parts of you… Feel the warmth of it as you feel its presence… Feel its gentleness and compassion and know it is time to stop the search… It is here and it is yours… declare it and feel the doubts go away…

Allow the knowingness to help you understand why you bring in your doubts and sink into the drama… and how to instantly dissolve them… without a fight or negotiation… by simply choosing to now…  Allow the knowingness to remind you that you don’t need power… there is no fight and nothing to battle… it’s only about declaring your IAM…

Take a breath of your knowingness, feel it fill you whole body and radiate out to all your aspects, warming the most coldest places of your memories…  It is time to remember your dream…  to listen to it and feel it…you know what it is..  Your energies await to come in and support the creation of your dream…

The dream is not just of the human or lifetimes you’ve had, but of the soul…  The soul, the human, the embodied master all dreaming together… dreaming in unity, in harmony, in balance… The dream of the soul, dancing with the dream of the human, dancing with the dream of the master… Take a deep breath…  and feel your dream…

The dream is like the name of your soul, it cannot be spoken because it is so holy…  It doesn’t need to be defined… just known to you now… and as you allow your knowingness and the essence of your dream to come together, it calls forth the energies, the crystalline energies to come to you… Attracting them from the unconditional true love of yourself… from your passion of life… to fulfill your dream…  abundance… wealth… health… joy… passion… harmony… peace…

You’ll ask yourself… AM I ready… AM I worthy… what do I have to do, what do I have to say, what ceremony needs to be done… None… None… None… (unless you want to)…  Just breathe and embrace your knowingness… Allow yourself to know and feel your dream… and give your permission for the energies to come in and fulfill your dream…

IAM Barbara Franken… Living in and Inspiring New Energy Consciousness… 

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All about ME…

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I’ve had a wonderful time with my sister staying here, lazying under the spanish sun, that is still shining brightly here, no sign of autumn yet… other than the flocks of geese that fly over head on their journey to the warmer shores of Africa…  We visited our favourite restaurants, took short nature walks, collected crystal rocks for my ‘work in progress’ Earth Mandela and gave Angie some beginners tips playing golf… and she did very well… Continue reading

Enjoying life with my family…

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We found the blue lake on our walk in the Espuna Mountains…

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Paisaje de Gebas y Embalse de Algeciras –
Blue Lake in the Espuna Mountains

What a lovely week Tom and I have had with our daughter Juliette and her mum Ingrid… For some reason our family has chosen to live miles away from each other, so we do enjoy coming together now and again… We’ve been exploring the local area around Mazarron Country Club, where we live… enjoying the local food in Spanish restaurants, being inspired by nature, hiking up in the Espuna mountains and down along the beautiful Costa Calida, collecting crystal rocks for my crystal rock mandala… that is near completion… All this wonderful inspiration was channelled into our ‘soul art’.  A happy time together… Always precious memories… that I thought would be nice to share with everyone… Continue reading

The Wisdom of Golf… at Lorca Golf Resort, Spain

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It was an early rise for another great golfing day… we drove down, along the Costa Calida Coastline, a good half hour away, to Lorca Golf Resort, Spain…  We had an early start time, making sure we were ahead of others golfers wanting to play their round before the sun gets too hot…  The weather is really warming up now… its around 30 degrees… although during the mornings and evenings a strong cool wind blows, sweeping up everything in its path that is not properly grounded…

Lorca golf course is quite new and barren land, on the outskirts of the old city of Lorca in the middle of nowhere.  It is quite a hilly course, surrounded by rough mountains with massive ravines zig zaging across it… where many of my balls found their new home… Unlike Desert Springs, the land is bland and colourless, I felt lucky to come across these lovely wild purple thistles… The land felt good though… natural, wild and alive…  I felt that whoever had developed this land was connected to it and was working from his hearts desire… Continue reading

The Wisdom of Golf… at Desert Springs, Almanzora, Spain

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24 years ago today Tom and I got together… a great reason to celebrate a few days in a lovely golf resort, Desert Springs, Almanzora, Spain…  The weather is warm but a little overcast, never mind… Tom and I have an early afternoon start time today to enjoy a nice game of golf and enjoy the beautiful scenery here in Almanzora… We’ve been here before, but I didn’t remember just how beautiful it was.. Desert Springs, like the name reveals is a golf course right in the middle of Mediterranean desert land… It is nature at its very best… wild, colourful, prickly and raw…

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