TRUST that everything is perfectly WELL just as it is… right NOW…

My Sanctuary & Potentials…

From the Balcony…

Much has flowed into my life since moving and settling into our new home in Benalmadena… and much has stood stagnant… putting me in a position of CHOICE… should I scream, declare things never work for me, that IAM stupid and throw the yummy cheese board I’d made across the room OR take a deep breath, look at what is happening, realise that it is all part of aligning with my passion and TRUST that everything is perfectly well as it is right NOW…  

I painted my vision of my ‘sanctuary of potential’ (paradise) at the beginning of 2013… Last week it dawned on me that my new home which overlooks a beautiful butterfly shaped pool, a landscaped garden and a vast ocean… is so much like my vision that I had painted of my paradise, a place where I could be at peace and allow the next stage of my being to naturally come about.

When I trusted my ‘soul’s passion’ to create my hearts desire… I could ‘trust that everything is perfectly well just as it is, right now’… No matter what… No matter that my laptop crashed with the last half of my book not saved... my website sacredheartsretreat not wanting to upload to the right place...  ear infection… red dry patchy face… dry scalp… no inspiration to write… I trusted that before my creation comes into the physical, things that no longer serve me will be released and cleansed.  Creating space for something new to come in and happen.

Looking around me I see a lot of people experiencing dis-ease of the body and mind whether it’s the rhythm of the heart, space in the lungs, deficiencies in the blood, expanding bodies, skin irritations, red sore lumps and bumps appearing, eye, ear and nose sensitivities, headaches… emotions, grief, anger and irritation.

It is all part of a normal cycle of CHANGE, the physical body and mind is undergoing intense reconstruction, changes from deep within are naturally occurring as the body releases old ancestral lineage, especially the old male lineage that has dominated and suppressed the feminine sacred creative powers.  The body is rebalancing, the male and female energies are coming together in a new balanced way.

The integration of the DivineHumanBeing is well underway.

The Earth also continues to realign herself to a new course and vibration as the intense solar flares and the incoming new energy cause the magnetics to change, creating new dimensions.  The Earth environment and our bodies are becoming crystalline… clear, pure love.  Our divine light body is coming in and absorbing the physical body and mind… Humankind is taking a quantum leap.  Integrating the body, mind and soul.

Once we understand what is happening we can begin to trust this process and allow our body consciousness (body, mind & spirit) to go with the flow.  Our body, mind and spirit know what to do, the human self just has to get out of the way and ALLOW.  With the conscious breathe we can let go of our need to control, go beyond the mind and just allow.  We can choose not to fight, not to panic, not to care what others think about us and be without fear.  We can align with our divine light body of pure love and trust that everything is perfectly WELL just as it is… right now.

When we live in trust and stay consciously aware of our life… we will find ourself experiencing less and less grief, emotion and pain.  We will connect with our passion and be aware of our CREATOR self.

Barbara Franken… Inspiring Living in the New Energy Consciousness…  

 

 

January Challenge… My Awakening Experience and Moving On…

Happy Happy 2014 to ALL… May everyone find their magic this year and help light up the darkness in the world… IAM celebrating the New Year here in England… listening to a song from Gary Barlow… ‘Don’t forget where you come from’… what a wonderful thought to begin this New Year… and introduction to this January Challenge…… welcoming in awakening experience’s from people who remember where they come from…

There are still a few dates left to join in this challenge… sharing your own awakening experience… please let me know…  and to everyone who is participating… I thank you so much for sharing… Individually and together we are making such a difference in the world…

Please post your ‘awakening experience’ on your own blog on the scheduled date, using the title ‘January Challenge… My Awakening Experience and Moving On’… link to me somewhere in your blog and the person writing the next post that is filled in, in the schedule… and you can also copy/paste the schedule list at the bottom of your post….

So here goes… My Awakening Experience… Barbara Franken… Me, My Magnificent Self…

It wasn’t a conscious decision that I made… to close down when I was about 7 years old… but my soul thought it an appropriate time to dive fully into my human experience…  I didn’t go quietly though, I cried every night for months, worrying everyone, as they didn’t understand what was happening and couldn’t comfort me… to tell me that everything was going to be OK… that I would awaken at an appropriate time if I chose too… My eyesight had began to deteriorate… I wasn’t able to see the black board at school so well anymore and had to wear horrible glasses… I also experienced many sore throats, eventually having to leave my home and go into hospital to have my tonsils out… I remember these traumatic experiences so well… Physically, Mentally and Emotionally I was a mess and not understanding the significance, took them all into my human experience… I felt lost, abandoned and unimportant… I cried a lot to get attention from others… I became a rebellious teenager and acted without care and attention for myself… as I had now forgotten who I truly was and where I had come from…

Around the age of seventeen, I began to feel this drive to leave my home country, to leave all that I knew and go out and explore unknown territories, meet new people, experience different truths and to find out who I truly was… I arranged to work in a hotel in Switzerland from the age of 18… I packed all my possessions, said goodbye to my family and never looked back…

For a few years I moved around Europe, working and having fun with a variety of different people, eventually making my home in Amsterdam, Holland with my first husband, pets and working a nine to five job…  I experienced a secure married life for about 4 years, but it wasn’t for me… I craved freedom to explore more of life… I eventually found the courage to leave… (it was 1987/8, the Harmonic Convergence… a time that the Earth and her inhabitants were beginning to naturally awaken, remembering where they had come from)… I wanted my ex-husband to be able to find someone who would give him a family he wanted and for me to continue my search for a freedom that I so longed for…

Looking back this was my soul’s way of calling me to attention… it was time to start opening my eyes to who I truly was…  I had a good job at an International Company in Holland and enjoyed my working experience and living on my own… One of my neighbours was an older lady who took me under her wing and introduced me to the writings of Kristnamurti… They were very deep books, which inspired me to ponder my thoughts…

At my work a handsome gentleman had caught my eye, he had recently joined the company, working in the finance department… It didn’t take me too long to pluck up the courage to ask him if he wanted to take Ballroom and Latin dancing lessons with me… Tom said YES and we have never looked back on our relationship… this year, 2014 we are celebrating 25 years together… 

Funnily enough Tom had collected many books of Kristnamurti too, which we enjoyed reading together, having many in-depth discussions that went on into the early mornings, bonding us together deeply… in ways I find hard to explain…  During one of our first family birthday party’s I was given an English book… Out On A Limb by Shirley Maclaine… It literally blew my mind and world wide open and inspired me to explore deeper into myself and life… And as the saying goes, when the student is ready the teacher will appear…Peter, my spiritual teacher appeared and for the next 5 years I chose for him to help me explore the depths of myself… After all Kristnamurti had said… ‘You are the World’…

I learned how to feel with my heart, feeling into each moment what I liked and what was good for me… instead of relying on what other people thought was good for me and expected of me… My self-awareness expanded, I got to know myself, you could say I fell in love with myself, I trusted myself and I became important, extraordinary and magnificent…

A new world was opening up for me and slowly but surely my old life, feelings, beliefs, relationships with family and friends fell away and I began to see things in a whole different light… I was not only feeling and sensing… what was important for me to experience, but I understood that I was part of something much bigger… I understood that there was truly no separation from what was out there and within me… My outer world mirrored my inner world and this helped me make sense of myself… I became deeply excited about exploring a new found multi-dimensional world that I was a part of… I was so much more than my physical human body and mind… I had a soul and spiritual essence that was part of me and connected to ALL… Source… Love… IAM everything and my unique magnificent self… IAM YOU and YOU ARE ME… We are all just separate in  different bodies for a while enjoying unique and individual human experiences…

I began to enjoy walking in nature, feeling and seeing the beauty around me… I connected with it all… I began to paint and write… I changed my work and found different friends with whom I could discuss my new found awareness… I could no longer just talk about the weather, the mundane reality and drama that continued to happen in peoples life’s… I became less materialistic and more focused on expanding into a world beyond our known physical reality… to SOURCE itself… I no longer had a need to search for more… as it was ALL right here in the now moment and within me…  I was consciously breathing, living and allowing life to unfold… even the unpleasant things in life… were all part and parcel of my experience… showing me, teaching me to accept ALL… and allowing all the traumatised, unloved and frightened parts of me to come back to me and integrate as one…

We arranged for Tom to retire early and we made our move to live in Southern Spain… We wanted to leave the dreary weather and hectic life and settle into a quieter and warmer climate to experience peace, fun and find out what we were truly passionate about and enjoyed… The quietness enabled me to go deeper into myself and allowed me to connect with 9 New Elemental Beings… Aspects of myself that have shared wise insights over the last 7 years, to help me integrate, expand my body consciousness (Mind, Body and Spirit) and bring in New Potential…

It wasn’t all quietness though… in fact we both experienced a lot of distraction and confrontation with people and situations around us… giving us another opportunity to face our fears and traumas that have been waiting patiently for release…  It was time for everything that no longer served me to come up, be noticed, accepted and released… I was again moving into a new space that I liked and resonated with and had friends and family around me that I could relax and enjoy fun and laughter with…

My body consciousness was coming into balance as I allowed myself to live my passion and create my dream… exploring new horizons in the New Energy Consciousness… I feel lighter and wiser now, loving and trusting myself completely… Of course I still get distracted and doubts come up, but no longer so loud or big… I take myself out into nature and breathe… consciously breathing, looking at my doubts… knowing now that they are all parts of myself, travelling home, to be welcomed, loved and to be one with ALL of me…

I live gracefully and at ease with my magnificent self… and as my doubts calm… I know that my trust in ALL THAT IAM encourages the natural process of manifesting and creating my life… my passion and hearts desire welcome in new potential that allows the appropriate energy to come in and give birth to my grandest dream for myself and mankind…

Yes I have a grand dream… One heart at a time, humanity is naturally awakening to the truth of their own magnificence… remembering they come from and are a source of love… I stand among you all, here and now, firmly balanced… radiating my love and joy into the world… knowing that everything is perfectly well…

IAM Barbara Franken…. DivineHumanBeing…
Inspiring Living in the New Energy Consciousness…

I received my wings… YES…

Tom and myself playing king and elf…

The next Post, January 3rd is Emanuel’s awakening experience…
http://emantable.com/musings-of-a-table/

January Challenge Schedule…

1st     Barbara  – https://memymagnificentself.wordpress.com
2nd    Paddy    – http://paddypicasso.wordpress.com
3rd     Emanuel- http://emantable.com/musings-of-a-table/
6th     Julianne – http://juliannevictoria.com
7th     Sarah     – http://theskycladwriter.wordpress.com
8th     Shree     – http://heartsongsblog.wordpress.com
9th     Dace      – http://mywaytotruth.wordpress.com
10th   Korinn    – http://www.korinn.com
11th   Sindy     – http://bluebutterfliesandme.wordpress.com
12th   Stefanie – http://dancingwithstefanie.com
13th   Mick      – http://meticulousmick.wordpress.com
14th   Joss      – Postphoned
15th   Megan   – http://mychroniclifejourney.wordpress.com
16th   Pat         – http://patinspire.org
17th   Marga    – http://lifeasimprov.com
18th   Kimberley – http://kimberlyharding.wordpress.com
19th
20th   Serena      – not available at the moment
21st   Heather     – http://wildflowerwomen.wordpress.com
22nd
23rd    Sue          – http://suedreamwalker.wordpress.com
24th    M…          – http://seeingm.wordpress.com
25th    Brian G    – http://middlepane.com
26th    Dotta       – http://dottaraphels.wordpress.com
27th    CW          – http://sunflowerrosecw.wordpress.com
28th    Laurie       – http://lauriesnotes.wordpress.com
29th    Debra       – http://ptero9.com
30th    Linda        – http://lindalitebeing.wordpress.com
31st    Michael     – http://navigator1965.wordpress.com
February
1st      Leigh        – http://bluegrassnotes.wordpress.com
2nd     Shaman   – http://shamanictracking.com
3rd     Joss         – http://ccwow.wordpress.com
4th     Jenna       – http://jennadee222.wordpress.com
5th     Shelley     – http://livingwithshadows.wordpress.com
6th     Elisabeth  – http://almostspring.com
7th     Michael    – http://embracingforever.com
8th     Lehua       – http://amusingspirit.wordpress.com
9th     Aleya        – http://alohaleya.wordpress.com

Awakening to who you truly are…

Based on my own ‘long’ awakening experience and the awakening of my sacred friends, the teachings of Adamus from the Crimson Circle and the research of Heather Carlini from the Carlini Institute… I have written the following piece on Awakening to who you truly are… In the hope that it helps people understand what is happening to them now… allowing their fears and pains to come home to them peacefully.. and with acceptance and consciously breathing… realise their soul’s desire…

One heart at a time, people are naturally awakening after a long and hard ‘human’ experience… You remember that you are so much more than your physical human body, mind and the five senses you have used…  You know that this awakening is part of a natural cycle of stages…  stages that at times you thought, you were going nowhere or even backwards… but the divine part of you had it perfectly timed in all ways… You are part of this grand natural awakening of humankind, part of an expanded cosmic happening… The integration of your Humanness and your Divineness… The full blossoming or enlightenment that allows you, DivineHumanBeing to consciously live on Earth as a Sovereign and Magnificent Being… A Living Ascended Master…

Lets Hug… A gesture of ONE LOVE and ONE HEART…

IAM here my dear one

it’s been a while, but now IAM here

I see your smile

that lights up my heart

and feel your body close to mine

A hug is what I can give

A gesture of my love to you

And receiving your love to me…

Hugging is something we can do

Something to look forward to

After spending time apart

Living our separate, unique

And Individual life’s…

Firmly rooted on the earth

Focusing on our human experiences

Testing ourself to the limits

Breaking our hearts

Exploding our minds

Gaining courage and confidence…

Intergalactic Help…

My friend Shaun has created a great library on the ISON comet and is observing it, tracking and questioning it… I replied to him that I was glad that he was skeptical because to blindly accept things from others is not really smart in this day and age when we can be our all knowing and authentic self… I also said that no matter what the religious and scientific people say about doomsday scenarios, fear mongering aliens and end of the world… I know for sure, after working hard for the last 25 years together with my divine brothers and sisters (here on wordpress too) to balance the duality of love and fear… The balance is swaying on the side of LOVE…

And because of this positive attitude and compassion we have generated for ourself and each other we are attracting more and more LOVE and YES these ufo’s that can be seen… are escorting a big meteorite on it’s journey safely past Earth’s Solar System… They have the technologies that can help redirect it past Earth and our Solar System safely, if necessary… Our friends from other planets are helping our planet keep safe… Earth is a very special planet, it stands for the experience of LOVE and NURTURE…

Similar to life on Earth, having both loving and fear-mongering people… there must be both out there too… The bad guys have visited us in the past, but now it’s time for the good guys to come and help us save our planet…  (See my Galactic post on the original sin and fall from grace) https://memymagnificentself.wordpress.com/2013/10/05/does-our-galactic-history-explain-original-sin-and-the-fall-from-grace/

So lets not doubt and worry… but observe and feel into the positive side of duality and allow LOVE to expand… No more fear… and so it is… Barbara

A link to Shauns post… http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/11/12/comet-ison-has-2-bodies-orbiting-it-nasa-dont-know-why/

Does our Galactic History explain Original Sin and the Fall from Grace…

In the beginning there was nothingness…
One Great Divine Spirit…
One Single Consciousness…
Moving within itself… 
Creating great wonders…
An explosion of harmonious colour…
But it felt incomplete and lonely…
It wanted to experience the feeling of itself…
To feel the creations it made…
So it created companions for itself…
Millions of individual souls in its own image…
Pure white lights of Divine perfection…

Each divine soul was created to be complete and fulfilled within self, with equal male/yang and female/yin polarities to assure action and creation and to be able to experience and know self…  Three forces were created to work as a whole together, light (yin), dark (yang) and neutral (balance)…. Each divine soul was given freewill to be able to set self free and choose their own master, to bare witness to one another and bond together throughout eternity…  On behalf of Great Divine Spirit, Angels and Archangels (who were a neutral force) watched over the divine souls as they went about experiencing life and expressing their own individuality…

The curtains are opening… are you awake and watching, feeling and listening to what is going on???

We have yet another whistle blower bringing to light agencies crossing the line… They say that these safety measures are to protect us???  but how far do you want our leaders to go… At what cost???  What does it mean to be 100% protected against attack, terrorism?  Is it to the cost of our privacy and independence… Mr Snowden is just the latest lad coming out with information where he believes THEY have crossed the line… Mr Wikileaks, Julian Assange still remains in asylum with the Ecuador Embassy after releasing similar data of interest… The US want to punish these guys… but again where do YOU draw the line… isn’t it our responsibility to inform everyone when things are just wrong… (even though you may have signed a disclosure of confidentiality)…  Do we all remember what Hitler did…  why didn’t anyone come out and say anything then???

I’ve just signed the petition at the white house to pardon Mr Snowden… https://petitions.whitehouse.gov/petition/pardon-edward-snowden/Dp03vGYD

Trusting my Knowingness… that all is well…

I’ve brought myself this far by proclaiming my rebel tendency… I’ve never just accepted the majority or the minority rules and regulations when it comes to taking care of ME… I’ve always known that IAM the best judge of how I feel in different circumstances and moments and what I want and need… but society has a way of making you doubt this, because of all the research pointing to… this way is the best… and if we want to fit in and feel a part of society/community we have to do our bit, caring for others even to our own detriment… after all the collective are more important than ME and our leaders are far more wise… ME a mere drop in the ocean…

The doubts and fears about AM I RIGHT or WRONG over the years, have crept into my subconscious and have made me question and judge myself… sometimes to the extreme… you’re a bad girl? you’re not worthy? you’re stupid? you’re dirty? you’re not loveable? you’re so different? you don’t fit in?  what do you know? and it goes on and on until I pay more attention to the part of me that has always whispered… It’s OK… I love you… and feel comforted by this loving & all knowing presence…  as if IAM being reeled in… to my divine human beingness… infinite, free, all loving, unlimited, balanced and abundant… knowing that all is well… remembering IAM more than my human experience…

Choosing LOVE over FEAR… NOW

Tom and I spent some good old ‘me time’ and ‘time-out’ Dec 2012, we had a really great time together… celebrating life… and each other… and it overflowed into early January when we went further south to explore a town called Benalmadena…

I also celebrated a couple of dates… December 12th and December 21st 2012, two dates that i’ve looked forward to for a long time… I gathered with friends to celebrate our continued intention and vision of a peaceful, harmonious and joyful world… We all had a great time together and look forward to more people and groups joining us for our 4 quarterly get togethers… The next one is on the spring equinox 21st March in Bol Nuevo… Hosted by Marie who teaches yoga…  

Exploring Mijas, Fuengirola and Sacred Ground…

I got up a little earlier today and went for a run along the coast, from our hotel to the marina… I also wanted to take a look at the promenade here in Benamaldena, Paseo Maritimo… very impressive, lush in places with palms, grass and flowers, even on the beach… there are some nice restaurants (although it looks like the majority are closed for the winter season) cafes, some villas, hotels and some shops at the far end near the marina. Everyday we have noticed people cleaning the streets, pavements and beaches… it is really nice and clean… no litter, dog muck and loose dogs and cats for that matter… It is really nice to see people taking pride in their home town… or is it the council here that still have money…