I’ve migrated my blog to my new wordpress website.

As of November 1st I’ve migrated my blog to my new wordpress website… It’s all a bit new to me so IAM not sure how it’s going to work… I hope you can all find me at http://memymagnificentself.com/category/blog/

I’ll keep this blog going for a while so you can comment here if you are have any trouble connecting with me.

Today IAM also celebrating the official start of my book launch party week, I hope you will all help me spread my vision… of us all creating together as Master Creators, a peaceful and loving world, right here on the physical plane.

Until soon again, Love Barbara x

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What is ‘Timeless Consciousness’ …

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When I clearly chose to experience my Enlightenment… to live as an integrated DivineHuman Master Creator, I choose to allow my IAM presence to shine ‘timeless consciousness’ into my physical reality. It is the part of me that has waited patiently for my Human self to get tired of playing my roles in the Human game and be invited to share the free and loving expression my Divine essence is, in my physical reality.

I observe the flowers around me shining their grace and beauty and the stars above shining their light and wisdom. I too shine my light into my world as uniquely as I can.  IAM very much Human too so my Human challenges continue, but instead of focusing on ms miserable, thinking about how unfair life might be at times or listen to the uncaring words of others… I accept and embrace everything IAM and relax into my experience… Knowing full well that when I have realised enough about a particular experience, my challenge will gradually become part of my background and transmute into new potential that will serve a new experience that IAM quite clear I desire.

I wrote a poem last year, IAM wide awake that seems appropriate to copy here.

IAM wide awake…
Aware of the integration of my Body Consciousness…
Feeling the great love affair…
The graceful dance between my Divineness & Humanness…
Choosing to go beyond all that is known…
Allowing the birth of my crystalline DivineHuman self…

IAM creative, expressive & explorative…
IAM freedom itself…

 I take a conscious breath…
Expanding my Body Consciousness…
Reaching beyond all my senses and life I know well…
Going beyond  feeling like a caged animal…

I no longer fear the conflict, pain and desperation…
I observe the carelessness and irresponsibility…
I cannot help others, I can only help myself…

I choose to be the change I so passionately want to see…
A world of harmony, love and laughter…
I choose to wake up from my long Human experience…

I’ve invited all of myself back home…
The darkness and the lightness…
Choosing to go beyond my karma and destiny…
Allowing my true essence to play out my hearts desire…
IAM wide awake now…
Allowing my Enlightenment to be…

Barbara Franken…  Master Creator
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…

I also wrote last year a couple of posts about my Enlightenment, that may be an interesting read again.

https://memymagnificentself.wordpress.com/2014/05/09/iam-having-the-most-beautiful-love-affair-with-myself/

https://memymagnificentself.wordpress.com/2014/08/01/iam-free-and-enlightened/

The question is are you allowing your own timeless consciousness to shine into your physical reality?  I’d love to hear how you are uniquely shining.

Barbara Franken… Master Creator
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness

p.s.  Can I ask you a favour… IAM expanding my friendship foundation in preparation for the launch of my first book later this year… Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom… I’d love it if you would share this post and like my new Facebook page… Me, My Magnificent Self. Thanks so much…

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What is Awakening, Integration and Enlightenment…

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I often use the words Awakening, Integration and Enlightenment in my writings and my first book… Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom being released soon, is indeed all about my own journey discovering Who I AM and experiencing my own Awakening, Integration and Enlightenment. The words mean different things to different people but I would like to explain today about what the words mean to me.

Awakening…
To remember who you are… a Divine loving being, who lives consciously with the heart of compassion in each moment.

A couple of years ago I wrote a blog post about the stages of Awakening based on my own experience of awakening. Creating awareness to help others understand what is naturally happening now and instead of being fearful, we can accept and allow the love that each of us truly is, to shine through our Humanness and out into the world.

Integration…
The coming together or fusion of all parts of Self… Human aspects, Alien and Divine force.

In the beginning we separated Self from All That Is (at least the illusion of separation) to enable us to play and experience Human life full on in all it’s glory and terror. After experiencing so many distressing Human roles, we abandoned and hid all the broken and hurt parts of Self too. Now after all our Human life times, we feel fragmented, broken and incomplete. Do you maybe resonate with the feeling of something is missing?

Humankind is naturally awakening, we are remembering who we truly are, to this end we have claimed no more fear, domination and greed and in turn it has attracted a New Energy to us, to help us bring back all parts of Self that we have been separated from and to once again be whole… and experience… something never before experienced… our complete and true self… our IAM presence in the physical reality.

Enlightenment…
To be fully integrated with all your Human selves, your own Divine light and IAM presence, living live in expanded consciousness as the DivineHuman Master Creator each of us truly is… in the physical reality.

Testimonial
I’ve recently asked a few of my sacred friends to write a short testimonial about their experience with me in monthly Creative Workshops and weekly Circle of Potential I have held over the years. Here are a couple.

www.memymagnificentself.com“I always looked forward to our weekly meetings. They were an oasis of calm in a busy-busy world. I particularly enjoyed the visualising expanded journeys and experiencing the calm of being in a group. Many things that we read, talked about and did resonated with me and has made a change in me for the better, in the way I think and do things now.

The creative workshops were an insight into my inner self. The “Healing” cards we created were astonishing and I still use them today on friends and family. They were not made to for-tel the future but they always give an insight into what that particular persons mind is busy with at the time. Thank-you Barbara for opening up my mind to so much potential” JJ .

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Over the last few years I have attended numerous workshops of Barbara’s and attended the weekly Circle of Potential regularly. What can I say about these events!!!! They are fantastic.

Barbara creates an atmosphere of peace and calm for all. Her sessions are always challenging, opening your mind to new ideas and experiences that you would not have done yourself. Saying that she never pushes her own ideals on you, always allowing you to think for yourself and expand to your own potential.

I am grateful for all Barbara has opened my eyes to, and feel she is a friend and mentor now, that I will always have wherever we both are in the world. Thank Barbara.

Love & Light

Mary xx

Barbara Franken… DivineHuman Master Creator
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness

True Love is… To truly LOVE yourself

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It is not as harsh as it has been because IAM a bit more used to not always looking so ‘perfect’ (he he, ha ha…) and I have released and transformed lots of things since 2 years ago when I went through quite an intense time with myself… I’ve copied here below what I wrote because it is good to remember.

My friend Cindy at blue butterflies has a retro challenge that inspired me to bring back some dirty washing and see if its clean yet…

Well it’s nearly clean and I’m proud of myself for continuing to work on myself… for me the answer is True Love and loving yourself truly, no matter what. When IAM in this position of loving myself I no longer need to look outside of myself for answers or recognition and permission to just be myself however IAM in each moment.

Thank you Cindy, IAM having my Dad here for a week and going to enjoy doing tourist things… in between my 30 day blogging challenge that I have began as part of my PR campaign for the launch of my book… Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom…

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Written April 2013..

IAM LOVE…This last month has been really heavy for me… I feel the energies have intensified so much these past few weeks, vibrating at a very fast and high frequency… not only coming from the cosmos but also from the centre of the earth… like hot flames burning away all my yesterdays that no longer support me… my old ways, memories, habits, addictions, patterns etc… until IAM left with only a peaceful and solid sense of pure love, joy and light… As I wrote in a recent blog post, it’s taken a toll on my face.. there is no getting away from it… and it continues to flake, peeling all the layers of yesterday off… I feel like a snake shredding its skin.. going into another phase in life… So I do know it’s important for me to stay relaxed and peaceful and focus on healing and balancing my body consciousness. (body, mind and spirit)..

Last friday/saturday i ‘went into’ drama and started feeling sorry for myself, being the poor me and victim… that nothing works etc… and what happened… my face followed my thoughts and beliefs and I took a step back in my healing and my face became inflamed again… It was a way of reminding myself that I was not truly loving myself, not trusting myself to heal and knowing that IAM a magnificent light being in a physical body rebalancing my body consciousness… I knew I had to stay away from outside stress, to drink plenty of water, eat a little of good things I liked and to leave off the wine for a while.

So I thank myself for this test, although I failed, I will remember to focus on wholeness, on my truth, on my magnificence… instead of buying into the fear and victimhood…

I know that IAM not the only one going through this great shift of energy… we are all being confronted with our fears and having the chance now to release them and integrate fully with our soul, our IAM presence, our magnificent self… No-one else can help us, each one of us has our own unique wisdom inside of us to guide us home… guide us to be who we truly are… DivineHuman Beings…

It is up to ourself to make sure that our body, mind and spirit is healthy and vibrant so that we can totally care for our self first, our home, our relationship, our family and business… We have to stand up for ourself, find time to recharge our batteries, write everything down (because everyones memory is being rewired right now) so we remember everything important and make sure that we eat well, drink well and sleep well… We are the one that is responsible for everything in our life, everything that happens… and are the only one who can HELP OURSELF…

Know that YOU are made up of LOVE itself… no more searching… everything is right under your nose… Now is the time to allow yourself to shine, to sleep, to set boundaries at home and work… to say NO when things don’t work for you at that moment… to take charge of yourself, your life by focusing on creating your desires and be in JOY…

Barbara Franken… Inspiring New Energy Consciousness


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Awakening and Integration is brutal and harsh… quiet and peaceful…

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It is all happening now… quiet tranquil days of sunshine, feeling peaceful, calm and having lots of sleep… followed by stormy and wet days, feeling boundaries being crossed, stripped naked of comfort and familiarity and finding no rest or sleep. Pounding heads and hearts, painful joints and organs, weakness, skin irritations, indigestion and imbalance… falling down… and on and on the cycles come and go.

We are ALL in our own unique way experiencing the great shift of consciousness… that is naturally happening on Earth and to ALL Humankind at this moment. Natural CHANGE to CONSCIOUSNESS… that we are.  Earth and all HumanKind are naturally detoxifying our low, limited and fearful vibration and upgrading to a high loving and joyful vibration.

The detoxification and upgrade is brutal and harsh at times, rubbing our ego identity and physical body down to our bare essence… but we have to remember that times of peace and calmness follow… for us to catch our breath and relax… before the next onslaught.

All our nonsense and fear has to go… negative thoughts, excessive thinking, control, unconsciousness, unawareness, processing, programming, old behaviours, ancestral influences… Everything has to be either owned or released. We have to become empty yet complete vessels… for our Magnificent and Divine self, integrated with the essence of our Human love and wisdom to shine through our physical body.

Hang in there... and keep your hat on... Barbara x

Hang in there… and keep your hat on… Barbara x

When we are aware of this natural shift of consciousness, that I have been experiencing for the last 20 odd years, we can be the quiet observer of this wonderful and unique opportunity. We can allow ourselves to discern what pains and fears are our own, release everything that is not and embrace and own everything that we choose to make us whole. We are coming to the end of this shift… from living in a dual world of fear vs love to living in a world of unity, love and joy… so we are feeling the intensity now.

People who remain unaware of the happenings around them and focus only on their pain and lack will get swallowed up in the chaos. People who are addicted to drugs/alcohol or may be taking a high dosage of anti-depressants could be numbing their feelings and awareness and be a perfect target for mind-control. A game that power-hungry and evil groups play with. (Observing the Malaysian and German pilots).

It is essential for each one of us to pay attention, care and put ourself first. Drink enough water, eat lots of veg/fruit and a bit of protein.. Chicken Soup is a great comfort too. Dump the excess stodgy carbs… they are poison to the body. Walk a little if you can or imagine you are walking. Smile just because you made it to a new day. Breathe consciously and deeply each morning and evening for about 10 minutes…. saying I EXIST.. this aligns our Human self with our Divine self. Find a balance between working and relaxing.

When we care for ourselves we are acting in compassion and awareness… as examples for our children and neighbours to follow suit. Love… Love and Love yourself first and foremost. Thank you.

Rough seas and garbage spewed over the boundary walls.

Rough seas and garbage spewed over the boundary walls.

This mornings stormy walk by the ocean showed me quite clearly and to the point… the immenseness and greatness of the cleansing that is taking place now within the Earth and within each person… boundaries are being crossed and garbage being spewed up and expelled. I know it is a little painful… I have fallen down a couple of times now… (warning me to be super careful) but with knowingness, trust, a spring in our step and smile on our face, we can hang on and get through it the best we can.

Me, My Magnificent Self... My Journey to Freedom By Barbara Franken... DivineHuman Master Creator

Me, My Magnificent Self… My Journey to Freedom
By Barbara Franken… DivineHuman Master Creator

My first book… Me, My Magnificent Self… My Journey to Freedom will be born shortly... at least the E-book that I want to give as a gift to friends and family for a while. 

I’ve always liked the thought of people paying forward, asking others to do the same in their own unique way until we all have everything we desire. 

I’ve drawn up a list of people interested to receive and read my unique and magical true story that describes my journey through My Awakening, Integration and Enlightenment. If you would like to receive it too… please email me at barbara@memymagnificentself.com and I’ll send you a copy as soon as it’s published… (may/jun).

I began writing about my true experience, expanding out of my Human limited identity into an infinite and time-less space of who I truly AM  Me, My Magnificent Self… DivineHuman Master Creator… to visualise and record the potential that I found here and now that is available to everyone who is aware and chooses for themself… to inspire others to realise and experience their own magnificence, potential and truth. And so it came into being as my gift to YOU.

If after you read my book, you would like to review it and share how it resonated with you… I’d love it…  If after you read my book, you share with me any writing errors… I’d love it too… If after you read my book, you tell all your friends and family about my book and spread the ‘good word’ around your network… I’ll love you… probably forever.

A brief introduction to… Me, My Magnificent Self… My Journey to Freedom… By Barbara Franken DivineHuman Master Creator…
…It was not until my husband Tom and I moved to a peaceful and tranquil part of Southern Spain, that I could truly relax and open fully to the natural world, the present moment and my core truths. These truths were made clear to me in the form of nine Elemental Beings as I began to perceive them. They were all aspects of me, separated during many lifetimes on Earth… but now I was choosing to bring all parts of myself back together as ONE Body Consciousness.
My First Elemental friend was Magdalena…
…I asked myself what this loving feeling was and understood that it was my true Divine and timeless self naturally unfolding and integrating within my Human self. I imagined a beautiful guardian angel, Magdalena sitting beside me and rocking me back and forth. She had come to share her loving wisdom with me. Magdalena explained that she was the part of me that radiated pure love throughout my being and beyond, a timeless consciousness of light that emanated my true sovereignty and magnificence from within. I was an amazing beauty that could feel safe knowing that no one, Human, Spirit or Alien would ever waste their time intruding or playing games with such a loving and beautiful presence.

Barbara Franken… DivineHuman Master Creator… Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…
Barbara FrankenEnergy Consciousness allows everyone who individually chooses to listen to their own heart and participate in their own truth of being their Magnificent Self and Master Creator… to expand into a new experience of no-time and go beyond the limited mind and physical reality and live a life of joy, harmony and freedom. New Energy Consciousness is filled with abundant potential… beyond everything imaginable or ever experienced. It allows Magnificent Master Creators to live and experience the embodiment of their Divine IAM presence, here on Mother Earth… experiencing being New Energy Pioneers and Grand Master Creators we all truly are.

IAM Freedom…

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I can’t believe we are already in the middle end of January and I haven’t even published my first post yet… life keeps happening, but IAM here now and these are my words…  But first… May I wish my friends here on WordPress and my friends and family outside a good 2015, may it bring you all that you consciously CHOOSE.

This year feels different, normally on January 1st, I feel a lighter and more open energy, (compared with the heavy energy that leads up to the closing of an old year)… but all I still feel is a dense, closed and hectic energy… I feel as if I can’t settle or concentrate for long and instead have to be extremely alert.  Someone I listened to the other day summed up my feeling quite nicely…

You feel like you are walking in a tunnel of whirling wind and you are the light of a candle that is trying very hard to stay lit.

IAM a master of peace and IAM spending much time listening to the sea’s ebb and flow from my home, taking many walks along the seashore and spending time consciously breathing, relaxing and being the light.   The hum in the air is keeping me ALERT AND AWARE of the upbeat of turmoil that is playing out all over the world… and also very close to home in France and Belgium.  The polarity FEAR vs LOVE is escalating as more and more people are becoming aware of how important it is to stand together, no matter what religion, politic, race or class and honour and respect each other’s unique difference.  It is also making more of us question the line we may cross when we don’t agree with another’s belief, opinion or law.

SATIRE was born many moons ago when people wanted to expose, criticise and ridicule corruption, hypocrisy, foolishness of ‘powerful’ individuals, groups and societies that threatened humanity… the Artists and Writers, hoping that their ‘humorous reminder of their ways’ would help them overcome their weakness and change their harmful way.

Satire has helped us through many horrific times with powerful leaders of ill will… standing up for our best interest on our journey to our civilized life.  We have experienced and learned much and most of us have come to the understanding that we are all unique and equal and that there is no one ‘right’ way, but many ‘right’ ways to live a happy life, believing in what ever we choose ‘as long as it is not to the detriment of ourself or another’.  Surely then, there is no more need to continue our ridicule of religious, political and cultural differences?

So why do we continue to do this?  Why can’t we allow ourself to focus on our own life and leave others to focus on theirs?  Or do we remain fearful of not being the best or the most important and fear the difference of another ?  

Our own fear is what attracts the fanatics who choose to repeat the patterns of their ancestors in the game of survival and in their ignorance, boredom and despair they come and fight with us to find out who the greatest is.

FEAR will never win because of the LOVE that is expanding quickly now among us… but the fight will continue until our individual and mass fear is understood and embraced.  IAM very sensitive to what is happening now… not only in real life but the TV drama’s and films are stepping up the ‘bloody fight’… I feel the fear of others around and I have to be so alert and aware to anchor myself in my own safety and love otherwise my light will blow out and the wind will sweep me away to a place that I don’t choose, maybe into a bloody fight being played out somewhere in the world.

So I’ll hang in here, being the light and love that IAM, deeply connected to my IAM presence and ALL Knowingness, trusting myself to be in the right place at the right time and hope that more and more fellow men/women open up to their own truth and this great shift of consciousness that is happening on Earth at this time.

The more LOVE… the less FEAR and CONFLICT

IAM getting so excited about the publication of my first book as it gets nearer to D-Day…It is about my own experience of my journey to FREEDOM, awakening to my Mastery and Enlightenment.  I imagine it being read in many corners of the world and inspiring many people to FREE themself from the limitations of the mind and our physical human reality.

Tom and my own new ‘food lifestyle’, not eating many carbs is going from strength to strength, we are both losing excess fat and toning up with much walking.  Toms blood glucose and blood pressure, already after 3 weeks went down to below normal.  YES. We’re off for our winter break in the warmer part of the world visiting family so we’ll take some pictures of our trim selves for the next post next month… In the meantime take care and keep yourself balanced otherwise the wind might just blow you away.

IAM Barbara Franken… DivineHumanBeing, Magnificent Master & Explorer… Living in the New Energy Consciousness.

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A Time of Great Change… and Menopause

images-1I find myself in times of great change.  A time where consciousness itself is shifting dramatically and as each day unfolds I become more conscious of the consciousness that IAM, the IAM presence that observes my human self with compassion and I expand and open up more and more to my light, my darkness, my nothingness and my everything… that IAM.

And THANK GOODNESS for the people who are becoming aware of their own consciousness, their IAM presence too.  Opening up and connecting to their own universal divine essence and being the multidimensional beings that each person truly is.

And THANK GOODNESS that we all, myself included, are understanding the necessity of releasing old patterns, beliefs and habits in order to balance the human body and mind and integrate with our spirit and divine self… The DivineHumanBeing.

It is a time for the human upgrade and detoxification…. A time to be immersed in isolation, death, rebirth and all of self.

I have to giggle as I look back 13 years ago when I first came into my menopause… I realise the parallel between my menopause and my awakening… it happened simultaneously and now IAM in the last stages of my menopause and realising my own enlightenment.

I have experienced so much… my female body insisted on being complete, whole, the example of truth and of great change.  BUT not without delving into all my darkness, the unknown and hidden parts of me that store themselves in body cells.  IAM thankful as it has allowed me to move into an amazing and new adventure in life.

During menopause, my hormones changed… my body’s intelligence sought a new balance, a new voice, newfound wisdom, and new ways.  Well, everything changed from my thinking, my emotions and my physical body.   I began to understand my big issues of CONTROL and WORTHINESS spending much time listening to my body, accepting and embracing all of my feelings and aspects and allowing them to be a part of me.  This  released all my stuck beliefs and emotions, it was like clearing out all my old junk.

I continue to clear out my junk, making space for new potential and energy to come into my life… I still have small issues with my eczema/psoriasis on my scalp and face… that all point to the continuous need to realise and release thoughts and emotions.   I AM learning to accept myself, no matter how I feel or look… within is pure beauty and compassion that smiles at me as I awake each morning… and I trust if there is something my human self does not like… I know that it too will pass.

I found this poster on the internet and it made me laugh so loud… so appropriate for how we ‘women’ have lived for so long… and we believe it and allow it into our life.

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Itchy, Bitchy, Sweaty, Sleepy, Bloated, Forgetful and Dried Up!

BUT… although I think it’s very funny, it is part of our old belief system and it needs to be cleaned out too.  So IAM changing their names…

The New Energy Conscious Menopause Dwarfs…
Innocence, Becoming, Sweetness, Sensual, Beloved, Forever Wise and Daring!

So here’s to experiencing it all, lightness and darkness and trusting that we are so much more than our physical human being and we are always on the right track.  Acceptance to change and going beyond all that is known. Knowing that we are CREATORS and our true passion is just a heart beat away, bringing our heart and soul’s desire into our physical life.

Along my menopausal path I have noted a few magical weapons that might be of use in embracing change

  • Stop dieting, consciously eat small and nourishing meals and drink plenty of water.
  • Give your body and hair regular oil masks. (Only put oil on wet skin otherwise it won’t soak in!)
  • Enjoy life as you desire, be responsible and do what you feel like in each moment.
  • Take a brisk walk each day.
  • Take time to listen to your body’s feelings and emotions and be willing to accept, embrace and clean up old junk!
  • Respect your physical body right now and talk and embrace it like a loving child.
  • Be truthful and have compassion for yourself FIRST and then others.
  • Laugh at a funny movie or programme.
  • If your joy has temporary walked away, know that it is only a footstep away and imagine what desire will bring it back your way. Keep dreaming.
  • Remember not to judge another person; nobody knows another’s full story… stick to your own.
  • Explain to your partner that your body is adjusting and you need lots of SPACE.
  • Take time to expand into the unknown …I AM SACREDNESS I AM…
  • Wake up with a smile on your face.

Where to find phytoestrogens and isoflavones that decrease menopausal symptoms – Vitamin E, Soy Protein – Cashews, oats, corn, wheat, apples, almonds, black cohosh, wild yam, dong quai, fo-ti, Siberian ginseng

Magic ingredients to always have in the kitchen – Apple cider vinegar, Omega 3 & 9 Oils, flax seeds, unsalted mixed nuts, tofu, chickpeas, cottage cheese, cayenne pepper, turmeric.

Low glycemic carbohydrates- beans, vegetables and most fruits, al dente cooked pasta & basmati rice

Barbara’s cold soup starter or quick pick-me-up – Celery, avocado, green pepper, apple, cucumber, rocket leaves, watercress, parsley, apple juice, virgin olive oil, salt and pepper, squeeze of lime!

Christiane Northrup M.D. The Wisdom of the Menopause –  An inspiring book looking at the menopause as a wonderful opportunity to discover and change yourself.

Enjoy your menopause and awakening… it is a natural happening.

Inspiring New Energy Consciousness… Barbara Franken

IAM Free and Enlightened…

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I’ve been having a time of my life in a hot and humid Ft Lauderdale, spending lots of time with Alexander my adorable grandson.  We have been very creative together, creating a giant heart space for Alexander to hang pictures of his loved ones… mum, dad, sister, aunty, uncle, grandma’s and grandad… and his dreams and wishes… He loves to be a police officer and work with firemen.  He created a picture of his new home and boat he wants in his life.  Alexander loves to play with trucks, building bricks and trains… so grandma helped him create a magnificent railway track, a space for him to play with his trains, tracks and bridges.  Last but not least we have found a wooden treasure chest to store his favourite things… this we will be painting in the next few days before we return home to Spain.

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During this visit grandma arranged for a nanny and cleaner to come and help in the home  when everyone else is at work.  When the time was just perfect Beth (nanny) and Alisa (cleaner) came into our life.  (I’ve been trying to find help for sometime, but obviously it was too soon and someone wasn’t convinced it was necessary)  Alexander’s new home will also appear for the perfect price at the most perfect time.  We all have the patience and trust in the timing and the most perfect new home to be available for us all.

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I have so enjoyed observing Alexander living in the present moment, truly indulging and enjoying himself.  There is no yesterday and tomorrow is unimportant.  NOW is the time to create and play, learn the ABC & 123, have swimming lessons and LATER (an extension of the present moment is a great time for ice-cream).  We have enjoyed visiting the park, young art museum, toys r us and the beach… to collect trash… it is after all what police officer’s must do when they need to collect fingerprints.

Sometimes when grandma tried to control Alexander, he reacted quite boldly… reminding me to interact with him and everyone around in a more compassionate and independant way.  I took the hint and have been looking at my need to control? Why do I do this?  Why can I not just trust that everyone else knows what’s right for them and just continue enjoying my life?

Control is an old way that I and most of humankind gain power, through pushing and forcing things to happen according to our own perception… which is actually very limited and an unloving way of behaving, as we take creation or a new way of doing/being away from another.  Being in control makes us feel great and important in the presence of others, but belittles another.  Humankind has programmed the mind to survive, no matter what, which has in turn shut down the spontaneous and new ways to experience life… until we become aware of this habitual behaviour and choose to create our life from a balanced heart and mind with consideration for ourself, another and most of all for CHANGE and CREATION.

If it’s one thing I have learned during my life is that I really like to FEEL independent and create my life how I desire it to be… to feel free in everything IAM.  This cannot be achieved when a person continuously trys to mould another into a shape that fits only our own need to nurture our magnificent self.

What is good for me must be good for everyone else and it was my responsibility to nurture Alexander’s sense of his magnificent and creative self.  So when I slipped back into ‘control mode’…  I took some deep conscious breaths, embraced my old need to control others and situations… it had served me well…  but now I was AWAKE and knew there was a better way for myself and others to live in balance and harmony with each other.  I allowed my need to control to transmute into compassion and freedom for myself.  Afterall I was an example of living in FREEDOM, full of light (enlightenment) and enjoying each moment.

The more I allowed myself to live in a space of peace and freedom, IAM connected with the part of me that has always been there, enjoying the human experience and waiting patiently for Barbara’s attention.  For me to be fully aware of the integration that is naturally happening to humankind now.  The integration of my soul (my divine essence or light body & mind) and physical being.  My divine light body & mind absorbing my physical body & mind and birthing my divinehumanself.

My Soul is in ‘soul charge’ of the integration, all my human self has to do is be aware and allow it all to happen… Allow myself to be completely free of the limited mind and old and unloving ways of being and be the creator and enlightened divine being I truly am. 

What is Enlightenment?
The human mind will never understand enlightenment because it is limited, never satisfied and always wants more.  Enlightenment for me is to FEEL and CONNECT with my deep desire for freedom, the pure awareness of my sovereignty and allow myself to express my true voice, my magnificent self here in this reality.  It’s never been done before…  IAM a new standard… Yes IAM allowing myself to be FREE and ENLIGHTENED.  Are you?

We can be aware of and allow our enlightenment… when we awaken from the 3D dense and limited reality we live in now and realise that there is more to ourself than meets the eye… To read some amazing true awakening experiences you can download the free e-book I made together with my wordpress friends… Enjoy… 

heavenliftsanawakeningheartA selection of true awakening experiences…

Barbara Franken… Inspiring and living in the New Energy Consciousness…

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IAM wide awake now… and allowing my enlightenment to be…

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IAM wide awake…
Aware of the integration of my body, mind & spirit…
Feeling the great love affair…
The graceful dance between my divineness & humanness…
Choosing to go beyond all that is known…
Allowing the birth of my crystalline divinehumanbeingness…
IAM creative, expressive & explorative…
IAM freedom itself…

More and more I find myself taking a conscious breath…
Expanding my body consciousness…
Reaching beyond all my senses and the life I know so well…
Going beyond the feeling of a caged animal, pacing up and down…
Waiting to hear what I can best do to serve the day…
IAM tired of listening to the conflict, pain and desperation…
Seeing the carelessness and irresponsibility…
I cannot help others, I can only help myself…

I chose to be the change I so passionately want to see…
A world of harmony, love and laughter…
I chose to wake up from a long human experience…
Bringing all of myself back together, back home…
The darkness and the lightness…
Going beyond my karma and destiny…
Allowing my true essence to play out my hearts desire…
 IAM wide awake now and allowing my enlightenment to be... 

Barbara Franken… Inspiring New Energy Consciousness…

The Earth and humanity are naturally awakening, consciousness is expanding, you are changing, the Earth is changing…  It is time to find that sacred and quiet space within you, to keep you balanced and safe in the coming times of CHANGE… Together with 33 other wordpress friends we have published a Free E Book... A selection of true awakening experiences… for you to read… to be inspired… to tell you it’s all going to be ok… You can also download it from my homepage side bar…

Awakening to who you truly are…

Based on my own ‘long’ awakening experience and the awakening of my sacred friends, the teachings of Adamus from the Crimson Circle and the research of Heather Carlini from the Carlini Institute… I have written the following piece on Awakening to who you truly are… In the hope that it helps people understand what is happening to them now… allowing their fears and pains to come home to them peacefully.. and with acceptance and consciously breathing… realise their soul’s desire…

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One heart at a time, people are naturally awakening after a long and hard ‘human’ experience… You remember that you are so much more than your physical human body, mind and the five senses you have used…  You know that this awakening is part of a natural cycle of stages…  stages that at times you thought, you were going nowhere or even backwards… but the divine part of you had it perfectly timed in all ways… You are part of this grand natural awakening of humankind, part of an expanded cosmic happening… The integration of your Humanness and your Divineness… The full blossoming or enlightenment that allows you, DivineHumanBeing to consciously live on Earth as a Sovereign and Magnificent Being… A Living Ascended Master

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